MADNESS
Volume 5
Spring/Summer 2022
Letter From the Editor
Hello again! It’s been one year since we dropped a volume, and with OyeDrum’s fifth volume, I feel an awakening and contagious excitement over what you are about to experience. This collection is a testament to the different shapes and forms in which “madness,” this issue’s theme, manifests. We explore the reasons and various definitions of a word that, historically, has haunted and damned women, queers, innovators, and creative minds. A term that also describes turbulent times, like present day. But where does madness come from? What sparks it?
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In volume five, our contributors illustrate all facets of “madness,” through words, sounds, and images. Here, our writers and artists explore and express “madness,”–questioning, defining, or redefining the meaning of “madness” and “reality.”
I’ve always been fascinated by individual and collective “madness,” especially historical women who were declared “mad.” From Sylvia Plath to Yayoi Kusama’s dots. They make me wonder: what does “madness,” really mean? And so in our last open call, I asked women: what’s the meaning of “madness?”
Red
“Mid-nite lunacy” poem by Sarah Brooks
“Mid-nite lunacy” visual poem by Sarah Brooks
Moving Through the Maze: Two stories by Christina Rosso / Art by Iryna Calinicenco
“The Mariticide Book Club” and “A Sudden Sickness” by Christina Rosso & Art by Iryna Calinicenco
“Russia Is” poem by Laila Freeman
“Russia Is” visual poem by Laila Freeman
“The Fifth Child” art series by Doi Kim
“The Fifth Child” art series by Doi Kim
“Overlooked” fiction by Kelly White / Art by Carol Radsprecher
“Overlooked” fiction by Kelly White / Art by Carol Radsprecher
“Self” art series by Jillian Li
“Self” art series by Jillian Li
“PSA” performance by LIBERTY STYLES
“PSA” performance (music video and song) by LIBERTY STYLES
“2021 Grammy’s Award Show” performance by Debora Martinez
“2021 Grammy’s Award Show” video performance by Debora Martinez
Eyes look: Two poems by Karen L. George / Art by Aziya Murat
Poems “Emily Carr’s Zunoqua of the Cat Village, 1931,” and “Mysteries by Lee Krasner, 1972,” by Karen George, accompanied with Aziya Murat’s “Wildest Dreams,” art series.
Deep dark: Two poems by Karla Linn Merrifield / Art by IAM
“Reality Check” and “Too Pieces” by Karla Linn Merrifield, and “wormhole,” art series by IAM
“Do you find it hard to write?” poem Kylie Hough / Art by Yukiko Nakashima
“Do you find it hard to write?” by Kylie Hough, and “Broken Language for Narratives of Madness” art series (oil on canvas) by Yukiko Nakashima
Yellow
Not the Wound: Two poems by Heather Brown Barrett
Poems “A Vulgar Mouth,” and “Heavy Upheaval, I Am” by Heather Brown Barrett
“Devon’s Diary: The True Account of a Fictional Life” audio performance by punkmouse
Devon's Diary: The True Account of a Fictional Life by punkmouseA 6-part gritty, erotic tone poem taking place in the 1990’s NYC queer scene (and inspired by true events), "Devon’s Diary" follows a young artist’s darkly-comedic downward spiral initiated by her...
“Body of Water” fiction by Jaylani Loveday / Art by Erica Baptiste
Fiction by Jaylani Loveday Art by Erica Baptiste"Holy"Body Of Water by Jaylani LovedayThe storm is coming. As Edwina struggles along the parched grass path, the asphalt clouds growl, humidity building in anticipation of the release awaited for so many months. The...
“Eatable” film by Yan Jin
“Eatable” is a tongue in cheek short video which pays homage to Bruce Nauman’s photograph Eating My Words (1966-67).
“Paisible tourmente” film by Maëva Jacques
Paisible tourmente (Peaceful storm) by Maëva JacquesThis short film is about metaphorical madness. Sometimes, a peaceful appearance is hiding a storm of bad emotions on the inside as we slowly lose our mind.Maëva Jacques is a french animation director, a 2D animator,...
“Three Women” a play in one act by Victoria Mack
THREE WOMEN A play in one act ByVictoria MackCast of CharactersWOMAN A:WOMAN B:WOMAN C:20s 40s-50s 70s-80sPlace: Now-ish Time: Here-ishTHREE WOMENAt rise: Two women, Woman A and Woman B, are sitting on a bench in the park. They are both struggling to remember...
“3 (not so) simple questions” poem by Susan Justiniano / Art by Sunny Moxin Chen
Poem by Susan Justiniano & Art by Sunny Moxin Chen3 (not so) simple questionsWhat are you doing here? I fill this space in anticipation of who or what willreach mechange memake me better so that I, in turn,can share that universal wisdomwith another create a chain...
“Alison Turner Plant Questions” poem by Nicelle Davis
Alison Turner Plant Questions by Nicelle DavisWhen a potted plant tilts to the left, does it need more soil or love? 1You realizing you grew up in a cult, real time, is seeing robins fall like hail. Who is the source? My car is dented with the imprints of sky shadows....
“the physics of reality” poem by Lorelei Bacht / Art by Molly Peter
Poem by Lorelei Bacht & Art by Molly Petersthe physics of realitythe blue tune of twilight, the white of my dresses, layer upon layer of petticoats, of tuberoses, to cover the song of my heart – he knows: the red of me, which gives him an unfair advantage. the...
Too blessed: Two poems by Carla Cherry / Art by MOSAZ (Zijun Zhao)
Poems “Under the New Moon” and “Peril” by Carla Cherry / Art by MOSAZ (Zijun Zhao)
Blue
‘Streams Of Consciousness,” art series by Stacy Seiler
Streams Of Consciousness, All But Forgottent by Stacy Seiler"Streams Of Consciousness, All But Forgotten” is an exploration of piecing together the past and healing from loss. Working with old CDV photos, I process emotions of fear, uncertainty and isolation as...
“I dreamt of myself on a steel bed covered in white…” poem by Vanessa Chica Ferreira
Visual poem, “I dreamt of myself on a steel bed covered in white my mother crying above me” by Vanessa Chica Ferreira.
involuntary pumplove: Three poem by Shelby Pinkham
Three erasure poems by Shelby Pinkham: “delusion,” “psychosis,” and “involuntary pumplove”
“Unspeakable Women” fiction by Jessica Heron / Art by Jessica Fisher
“Unspeakable Women” fiction by Jessica Heron & Art by Jessica Fisher
“Self portrait of Woman” art series by Oleksandra Kolos
“Self portrait of Woman” oil on canvas series by Ukraine artist Oleksandra Kolos
“Blue” art series by Nea Ringdahl
Blue by Nea RingdahlBlue was born in my kitchen during the lockdown madness, when the world changed and so much life was lost, unable to leave my home to go to work in my studio.Nea Ringdahl is a multifaceted artist from Sweden. She graduated from Västerås Art School...
“POST-CRISIS_PART IV” audio performance by Paz Tornero
POST-CRISIS_PART IV by Paz TorneroI have always been fascinated with listening to my environment. I am passionate about soundscapes, sound art and soundwalk practices. In the 21st Century, our natural soundscape is considerably thinned-out by building developments and...
“NOTES TO THE GHOST OF A SUICIDE NOW NAMELESS” poem by Arya F. Jenkins / Larissa Boni
Poem by Arya F. Jenkins & Art by Larissa Boni NOTES TO THE GHOST OF A SUICIDE NOW NAMELESS I think you are finally doneDone heading into the moorsTo catch traces of your lost selvesNo more peeking into the heartsOf gloomy poets on the edgeTo whisper your...
Numbness” Michele Rule / Art by Manuela Mordhorst
Poem by Michele Rule & Art by Manuela Mordhorst NumbnessMedication some mental state no more feeling no more feelings antidote or escape touch means little thought flows meaningless care flung to one side hangs limp like dirty laundry over the chair unnoticed...
“The surprising occurrence of ghosts” fiction by Jenny Dunbar
The surprising occurrence of ghosts by Jenny DunbarThe surprising occurrence of ghosts Jenny Dunbar They say the whole world runs by. We exchange anecdotes and I sigh to my heart in confidence, its pulse acknowledges. How subtly we are affected by...
Dear Readers and Magic Believers,
Hello again! It’s been one year since we dropped a volume, and with OyeDrum’s fifth volume, I feel an awakening and contagious excitement over what you are about to experience. This collection is a testament to the different shapes and forms in which “madness,” this issue’s theme, manifests. We explore the reasons and various definitions of a word that, historically, has haunted and damned women, queers, innovators, and creative minds. A term that also describes turbulent times, like present day. But where does madness come from? What sparks it?
In volume five, our contributors illustrate all facets of “madness,” through words, sounds, and images. Here, our writers and artists explore and express “madness,”–questioning, defining, or redefining the meaning of “madness” and “reality.”
I’ve always been fascinated by individual and collective “madness,” especially historical women who were declared “mad.” From Sylvia Plath to Yayoi Kusama’s dots. They make me wonder: what does “madness,” really mean? And so in our last open call, I asked women: what’s the meaning of “madness?” Receiving an overwhelming amount of hybrid and experimental submissions (what we always hope to receive), with answers that were just as complex. It’s a memory, a dream, a feeling, an alternate reality, a feeling, a fever.
This volume is different in how we approached our selection, marking a new direction for OyeDrum. In the past, we selected works as a collective, but we had one juror per category this time around, and I’d like to thank my fellow volume 5 witch jurors and staff (The Coven) for their hard work and for shaping Volume 5, allia abdullah-atta who served as our poetry juror and editor, Alex Graffeo for selecting this issue’s fiction, and Neda Zahraie for her editing work. I’d also like to thank Jillian Li, a contributor in this volume who was commissioned to create the dreamy banner for volume 5.
If you love what you’ve experienced, and wish to show your appreciation for all the hard work or help us cover the costs that has gone into creating this volume, including time spent reviewing hundreds of submissions, which we keep free of cost, then please consider a donation! We appreciate the tips. We’re a volunteer-run operation and passion project, made up of professionals, and every aspect of these volumes, which we would like to continue producing, is a labor of love. We’re about to launch a sponsorship program. If you’d like to know more, reach out. Announcements coming soon! We want to keep this witchy party going!
Thanks for your readership! Keep it weird!
Love,
Amarantha
Editor-in-Chief
The Head Witch
Art Juror/Editor: Amarantha da Cruz
Poetry Juror/Editor: allia abdullah-atta
Fiction Juror: Alex Graffeo
Editor/Copyeditor: Neda Zahraie
Banner Artwork: Jillian Li